Wishful thinking

Or perhaps I am the only who keeps reminiscing, thinking we are fundamentally all the same, the same old self, who still smiles and laughs like we used to; still thinking about each other and that we will never leave each other even as we grown old.

Had been thinking how to ask them out 2014 because i think i hadnt met them in 2013 to 2016?! 

I am not really sure why i ever deserve them but i am surely a bad friend. 

These years after 2012 hadnt been good for me, tried to shun away from people and i felt so lonely and it's so f up esp in 2016. Lol really life ahhh...




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后来的我一直单身/

有时候朋友开玩笑说，
“你是不是还没有忘掉他”

我说，
“怎么可能，我这么拿的起放的下的人，早忘了”

回答的干脆利落，以至于他们都信了，
说的多了，连我都几乎信了。

可是，
那为何会在听到你的名字时心头一震，
为何会在不经意间想起你的时候心底隐隐难受，为何街上看到一个和你相似的背影心脏会漏停一秒，
为何总是会入我的梦，
又为何对后来身边出现的男生都无感？

直至今日，你依然是我拒绝别人的理由。
我没有在等你，却还是喜欢不上别人。😥

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